The Australian
Please forgive my sins, begs Van from beyond the grave
Rick Wallace
08dec05
MOURNERS at the funeral of Nguyen Tuong Van learned how the hanged heroin-trafficker went to the gallows with a peaceful smile after begging forgiveness from those he had hurt.
The man who left Australia in 2002 and made a fatal mistake was farewelled by more than 2000 people at St Patrick's Cathedral in Melbourne yesterday.
He had become a potent symbol for community disgust at the death penalty meted out to him in Singapore last week and the drug trade itself.
But in a passage written at Changi prison in the final two hours of his life, and read out at the service, Van included no warning for others aiming to raise some quick cash.
Penned by a man who had found God on death row, the heavily religious diary extract avoided any mention of his thoughts on drugs and the death penalty. Instead, it revealed a complete and tranquil acceptance of his fate.
"Dear brothers and sisters, to one and all whom have fought so hard for my life, to all who have prayed and those I have hurt, please forgive my sins and accept my humble apologies," he wrote.
"I smile now as I prepare myself to return to the Lord ... These shall be my last words now. But I will see you again."
The congregation inside the giant neo-Gothic cathedral also learned that Van had adopted the baptismal name Caleb in prison.
Father Peter Hansen told mourners Caleb - who was rewarded for his faith in God with passage to the promised land after 40 years of wandering the desert - was an apt name for a man who had found his courage.
"There was a period of Van's life when he was not a virtuous man ... but human beings can change and they can change for the better. This was Van," Father Hansen said.
Van's brother, Khoa, sat composed in his seat during the requiem until a special request from his twin brought tears to his eyes. Van had asked mourners - many of whom wore white, the traditional colour of grief in Vietnam - to hug one another and introduce themselves instead of simply shaking hands.
Khoa, whose debts 25-year-old Van said he hoped to repay when he chose to smuggle almost 400g of heroin into Australia through Singapore in December 2002, broke down as friends and family embraced him. His mother, too, had to wipe away the tears as she was hugged by mourners.
The coffin was carried to the hearse by Khoa, lawyers Lex Lasry QC and Julian McMahon, and friends of the family. Van was laid to rest in a private burial.
State Labor MPs Bruce Mildenhall, Richard Wynne and Sang Nguyen defied community criticism to attend the service.